Saturday, May 14, 2011

破记录还是奇迹出现?

好一次的生物……

拿到考卷……
心想:老师其实放水了,没出太多骨骼……
看看来自白板的时间,嗯12.30,好~就这样做吧。

于是,我先翻开作答题,从作答题做起……
时间一分一秒的过去,
我觉得越来越不对劲。
“嗯……要赶快做完作答题。”

到了11.50p.m.,老师突然说:“For senior 2 students, you guys only left 10 minutes."

一阵晴天霹雳……
以前,我仍然可以应付这种突然的变化,因为我先做选择题,作答题写快快,
最多做不完,像上次物理这样。

可是,现在我面对的竟然是5分钟(因为我花多1~3分钟草草将6分作答题结尾)要完成60分的选择题!
我从来不曾以这样的速度完成选择题……一次都没有。

所以……
除非奇迹出现……我快速扫题的功力高强,仍能让我及格……
不然,我就是不及格了--在兴华期末考终于有一次不及格……

走出考场,平时听到大家讨论,我都会进去参与,可是这次真的做太快了,有时候搞不好连题目都没看清楚就圈了,题目都没有什么印象……

出来想了想,其实是我不够小心,没有对照好时间啊……真是的……
看到这里,大家请记得一定要对照好时间啊……

如果某一天你还看到我很am dui地说:“哎呀!这题错了!”
我还不会怎样。

反而这次出来,我真的不知道该说自己庆幸,还是不庆幸……心情很复杂。

回家路途听hitz fm,刚好一直播歌,好像知道我心情不好。XD
以这首歌勉励自己吧:


Pink: Fuckin' Perfect Lyrics
Made a wrong turn, once or twice.
Dug my way out, blood and fire.
Bad decisions, that's alright.
Welcome to my silly life.
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood.
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated.
Look, I'm still around.

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing,
You're fuckin' perfect to me

You're so mean when you talk about yourself; you were wrong.
Change the voices in your head; make them like you instead.
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game.
It's enough; I've done all I can think of.
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same.

Woah ohh, pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing,
You're fuckin' perfect to me.

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear.
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer.
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere.
They dont like my jeans; they don't get my hair.
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time.
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty,pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fuckin' perfect to me, yeahhh.
You're perfect, you're perfect
Ohh pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel, like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me


法老
14/5/11
10:05p.m.

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